Well still we have no news yet about Eric's possible Graft Vs. Host on his legs... we are not suppose to have the results until 1/7/10 (next week). This week has been a little better than last week, Eric has felt a little better I think due to he has slowed down and been able to take naps in the days again. He really needs those to get through the day.
His home health nurse came and did his labs today... his creatinine has done better from alot of fluids and doing the IV treatments each day for 6 hours- it went down to 1.6. Alot better they would like it no more than 1.5. His white cells are doing ok hanging in there at 3.1 and his absolute neutrophils at 2.10 border line there. His red cells are pretty good at 3.24, hemoglobin 11.5 those are good. He has not needed a blood transfusion or platelet for a while- YAY!!!
His platelets are good they went up finally on their own up to 61 which is wonderful since those have been scaring us and were in the 30's again. They thought that chemo he had to do Rutuxian for the EBV virus threw those and his white cells off. All in all a pretty good week so far, we will take it! Eric has been able to rest alot, just having the Christmas holidays home with his family visiting him at home. We are so grateful to be home and have Eric responding right now, we are blessed and thankful for his donor- we can not wait to meet him!!
News Year's is coming up and I really have to say I am looking forward to a New Year! I hope this year is filled with good things, more time with Eric and our family, less health concerns and more blessings! I hope this year brings better things then the past 2 years!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Friday, December 25, 2009
Merry Christmas!!
Merry Christmas!! It has been such an amazing day, one of thankfulness and reflections of all that we have been blessed with and so many wonderful people whom have been so supportive to us during this trial of ours. The best Christmas present we could have - well we do have, Eric home with us!
He has been very tired but doing okay- the last few weeks have been difficult but we are so thankful for our miracles and blessings! Eric has came so far and there was a time when we thought he might not even make it home by Christmas. We are so grateful to the Lord that Eric is still so far responding to his bone marrow transplant, still 99% grafted with his donors cells. We have had a recent scare which we are awaiting the test results - that is part of the reason I have not been able to update the blog the last few days we have been at the doctors so much. We noticed on Tuesday night possible Graft Vs. Host Disease (a rash) on front of both his lower legs. It kind of looks like a raised bump, red, sore to touch, itches a little- it kind of looks like the chicken poxs. We went into this doctors yesterday morning at 9am and we were there until 2pm due to this recent concern, so he immediately sent us over to have some of it cut off Eric's leg to get a biopsy and see if it is Graft Vs. Host Disease. We will not get the results until 1/7/10.
Meanwhile the doctor has started him on medication and steroids for this to try to get a hold of it while we wait for the results. Eric came home yesterday as you can imagine extremely tired from the long ordeal at the hospital as well as we had to do his IV treatment. It is hard to stay focused when every time we turn around and go in there seems to be another hurdle or obstacle in the way but we know the Lord is aware of our struggles and continues to guide us and give us strength.
I want to thank all of you for all of your continued love and support. It has been so amazing to me how much in tune with the Lord you are, how much the Lord touches our hearts and uses us as a tool for compassion, love and support. We have felt that from so many of you and I want you all to know how thankful I am for all of you! Please know there is not a moment, a second that goes by that I do not thank the Lord and thank him for all of you and for the continued love and support!
We have so much to be thankful for, so many blessings! I am so thankful also for Eric's donor again I can't help but feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude! He has given the greatest gift to us, the gift of life- Eric's life. In the December Ensign there was a quote by President Spencer W. Kimball " God does notice us, and he watches over us, But it is usually through another person that he meets our needs. Therefore, it is vital that we serve each other in the kingdom." We have felt this is so many ways and so many occasions. May God Bless Us all not just this time of the year and during the Christmas season but may we all remember this feeling of Christ and his birth and keep it in our hearts all year long.
He has been very tired but doing okay- the last few weeks have been difficult but we are so thankful for our miracles and blessings! Eric has came so far and there was a time when we thought he might not even make it home by Christmas. We are so grateful to the Lord that Eric is still so far responding to his bone marrow transplant, still 99% grafted with his donors cells. We have had a recent scare which we are awaiting the test results - that is part of the reason I have not been able to update the blog the last few days we have been at the doctors so much. We noticed on Tuesday night possible Graft Vs. Host Disease (a rash) on front of both his lower legs. It kind of looks like a raised bump, red, sore to touch, itches a little- it kind of looks like the chicken poxs. We went into this doctors yesterday morning at 9am and we were there until 2pm due to this recent concern, so he immediately sent us over to have some of it cut off Eric's leg to get a biopsy and see if it is Graft Vs. Host Disease. We will not get the results until 1/7/10.
Meanwhile the doctor has started him on medication and steroids for this to try to get a hold of it while we wait for the results. Eric came home yesterday as you can imagine extremely tired from the long ordeal at the hospital as well as we had to do his IV treatment. It is hard to stay focused when every time we turn around and go in there seems to be another hurdle or obstacle in the way but we know the Lord is aware of our struggles and continues to guide us and give us strength.
I want to thank all of you for all of your continued love and support. It has been so amazing to me how much in tune with the Lord you are, how much the Lord touches our hearts and uses us as a tool for compassion, love and support. We have felt that from so many of you and I want you all to know how thankful I am for all of you! Please know there is not a moment, a second that goes by that I do not thank the Lord and thank him for all of you and for the continued love and support!
We have so much to be thankful for, so many blessings! I am so thankful also for Eric's donor again I can't help but feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude! He has given the greatest gift to us, the gift of life- Eric's life. In the December Ensign there was a quote by President Spencer W. Kimball " God does notice us, and he watches over us, But it is usually through another person that he meets our needs. Therefore, it is vital that we serve each other in the kingdom." We have felt this is so many ways and so many occasions. May God Bless Us all not just this time of the year and during the Christmas season but may we all remember this feeling of Christ and his birth and keep it in our hearts all year long.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Day 100 from Transplant!!
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Today is day 100 from Eric's bone marrow transplant!! WOW- it has been a long road so far and we are about half way up the hill but grateful to be home before Christmas! Eric has had kinda of hard week this week, his home nurse was only suppose to come in 3 days a week and then we go into his Oncologist doctors once a week. However Eric's white cells having been dropping quite a bit as well as his Creatinine level very high so they had to come all through the weekend starting last Friday to give him IV fluids and treatments here at home as well as Nuepogen shots in his stomach.
His white cells went down to 2.2 which from shots all through the weekend each day by Monday he went up to 5.5 but then Tuesday back down to 2.6 so daily the nurses have came to give shots and IV fluids due to his Creatinine is 1.7. They do not like your creatinine to be more than 1.3 this affects your kidneys and cause alot of concern. I have posted a picture of Eric doing one of his daily IV treatments here at home with the new best friend again " THE IV POLE". He hates being confined to this pole, it takes about 5 to 6 hours to do his IV treatments here at home.
Eric's energy has not been very well this week but I think he has tried to be more awake and not allowing himself to rest and take naps enough so that could be some of the difference as well as his blood counts being low and these Nuepogen shots in his stomach. To give you some perspective just one on these shots he gets a day in his stomach costs $ 1,200.00!! Can you believe that? It amazes me the costs and sometimes seems not right.
We are trying to get ready for Christmas but I have been working so much this week and between that as well as caring for Eric, trying to get some of the Christmas decorations up- we are not even there yet. I get up at 5am get the kids out the door, feed Eric breakfast and his pills, update my work logs then out the door for the day. Usually getting home around 5:30pm-7pm at night and somehow do not get to bed until around 12 midnight due to Eric's IV treatments that start at 6pm each night. Alot going on, it's a busy place at our home right now but at least we are home, right?
I am so proud of Eric he has had a hard long week an half, I know he gets tired easily but he is doing good. I am so grateful to the Lord for him, for my many blessings, for Eric and his donor, my children, my warm home, food on the table, just a chance to be all under one roof and be a family again!
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
Twas the week before Christmas...
Twas the week before Christmas and all the through the house
I finally hung up the stockings, set up the tree and placed the Nutcrackers out
It seemed like a task one that seemed not so fun
However this Christmas is such a special one
Although we just came home from the journey of our life
So much still to do and worry about at night
The real meaning of Christmas is so much more clear
Christ and his birth, the blessings we share, Eric alive and anonymous donor this year
So without much more delay, I have placed all the decorations up
Hoping we can make it a Christmas to remember with a special touch
I know it will be as we are now under one roof
Soon all the children will be nestled in bed
Dreaming of Santa and what he will bring
However we have already had our Christmas presents complete
The blessings the Lord has provided, our family
Oh what a treat
Please forgive me a writer I am not
Just a Wife and Mom who is grateful for her blessings
What Santa has already brought
A Christmas to remember, my family all under one roof
So sugar plums will not be what dances through my head this year
Rather a grateful heart, a blessing that Eric is here!
I am not a writer so to those of you whom are I apologize! As you can tell I finally set up all the Christmas decorations and tree. Not all my decorations but most of it. I now know why Eric would tell me every year, stop buying more decorations, there is SO MUCH TO SET UP! He was right, without his help I quickly realized that! I feel bad that I was struggling a little bit last week and not wanting to set up anything. I think I was just tried, the thought that the last hardest 5 months I think we have had to do as a family being for nothing and having to go back down and do it all over again seemed so overwhelming.
I am grateful that the pathologist was wrong and the DNA tests confirmed Eric is still 99 % grafted with his donors cells. The reality of it is that the next 2 to 3 years will be like this, ups and downs, agonizing over tests results and the fear that he will reject his donor. I do know however that the Lord has and will continue to bless us through out the remainder of our journey.
This Christmas we are not able to do much but at least we are home with Eric responding. All under one roof, a family again- the best Christmas present anyone could get! We realize we have received the most precious and amazing gift already for Christmas that money can not buy. Eric's donor whom saved his life, gave up his bone marrow to a complete stranger, unconditional love. Donor you are amazing and we are so grateful and blessed, thank you for saving my husbands life! We can not wait to meet you but please know that you are in our thoughts every second of the day, you are amazing and the gift of life you gave is a overwhelming thing! Please go to this beautiful and amazing video as a reminder Do you have room for the Savior? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vStl9PXWtiw It is such a beautiful video with such a wonderful reminder of the reason we celebrate Christmas. I love this video! (Thanks Colleen! :)
I finally hung up the stockings, set up the tree and placed the Nutcrackers out
It seemed like a task one that seemed not so fun
However this Christmas is such a special one
Although we just came home from the journey of our life
So much still to do and worry about at night
The real meaning of Christmas is so much more clear
Christ and his birth, the blessings we share, Eric alive and anonymous donor this year
So without much more delay, I have placed all the decorations up
Hoping we can make it a Christmas to remember with a special touch
I know it will be as we are now under one roof
Soon all the children will be nestled in bed
Dreaming of Santa and what he will bring
However we have already had our Christmas presents complete
The blessings the Lord has provided, our family
Oh what a treat
Please forgive me a writer I am not
Just a Wife and Mom who is grateful for her blessings
What Santa has already brought
A Christmas to remember, my family all under one roof
So sugar plums will not be what dances through my head this year
Rather a grateful heart, a blessing that Eric is here!
I am not a writer so to those of you whom are I apologize! As you can tell I finally set up all the Christmas decorations and tree. Not all my decorations but most of it. I now know why Eric would tell me every year, stop buying more decorations, there is SO MUCH TO SET UP! He was right, without his help I quickly realized that! I feel bad that I was struggling a little bit last week and not wanting to set up anything. I think I was just tried, the thought that the last hardest 5 months I think we have had to do as a family being for nothing and having to go back down and do it all over again seemed so overwhelming.
I am grateful that the pathologist was wrong and the DNA tests confirmed Eric is still 99 % grafted with his donors cells. The reality of it is that the next 2 to 3 years will be like this, ups and downs, agonizing over tests results and the fear that he will reject his donor. I do know however that the Lord has and will continue to bless us through out the remainder of our journey.
This Christmas we are not able to do much but at least we are home with Eric responding. All under one roof, a family again- the best Christmas present anyone could get! We realize we have received the most precious and amazing gift already for Christmas that money can not buy. Eric's donor whom saved his life, gave up his bone marrow to a complete stranger, unconditional love. Donor you are amazing and we are so grateful and blessed, thank you for saving my husbands life! We can not wait to meet you but please know that you are in our thoughts every second of the day, you are amazing and the gift of life you gave is a overwhelming thing! Please go to this beautiful and amazing video as a reminder Do you have room for the Savior? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vStl9PXWtiw It is such a beautiful video with such a wonderful reminder of the reason we celebrate Christmas. I love this video! (Thanks Colleen! :)
Saturday, December 12, 2009
CHRISTMAS MIRACLE!!!! What a BLESSING!
We received an early Christmas present and CHRISTMAS MIRACLE!!! Eric's doctors called and the DNA tests results came back- ERIC IS STILL 99% GRAFTED WITH HIS DONOR"S MARROW!!!!!!!!!! I can not put into words the feeling we feel right now, such a blessing from the Lord, such a relief! We all started crying so hard! Eric started crying and said "I have been praying so hard and knew the Lord would continue to bless us and help us with whatever the news was, now we can enjoy Christmas and being home as a family!" He is right!!
Chelsea and Austin both were not home yet. Chelsea called to tell us she was on her way home from decorating for the Christmas Dance at her school when we told her on the phone- she started crying so so hard and said Daddy I am so happy! Then we picked up Austin in the car and told him and he yelled " YESSSSSSS!! I knew Heavenly Father would help us more!" It is amazing the roller coaster we have and continue to be on, we know the Lord has his plan and we just need to try the best we can to embrace it! We realize that our journey will continue with ups and downs but pray for strength and peace as we fight to keep Eric with us.
Our good friend Jodie Clark reminded us that going through this week and the horrible news that hit us not even a day into being home will be another blessing and reminder of how blessed we are, how much our Father in Heaven loves us and that we are going to continue to be so grateful, so grateful for where we are as to where we have been and what can change in a matter of a moment!
I feel so bad for breaking down this week, I never wanted anyone to think that I am not grateful and that I don't have faith. I do have so much faith in the Lord, I know with him all things are possible! I think I just was so tried from the late flight no sleep, caring for Eric and working and then the bad news that hit- it was just all to much at once! I remember thinking " Please Lord we just got home, please we are just starting to try to be a family again! "Doubt not, fear not" That ran through my mind all week long as I tired to fight off the fear of the unknown. We have been blessed so much and I am eternally grateful to the Lord!
Eric talked to me last night and told me I am to hard on myself and that I have not broke down once, I have been positive this whole way through- his strength and that I deserve to break down and cry for a few days. I needed to let it out so I can process the news and come to grips with it and then get back on the positive path we were on! I love and appreciate him so much and I am honored to be his eternal companion and take care of him! He is an amazing man with such courage and strength- I have always known that! Our good friends the Clements and Eric convinced me that we need to out up the Christmas tree and decorate so they are so wonderful they insisted and are coming over today to help me put the tree up- thank you guys! I am so grateful for your love and support, encouragement we are so blessed to have so many of you whom love and care for us!
I want to bear my testimony that the gospel is our truest foundation, the Lord and the blessings that we can receive if we follow his example and the teachings of our scriptures and prophet are what will bring us peace and happiness in our lives. The tender mercies of the Lord whom wants to comfort us when we are in our darkest moments are such an amazing and powerful blessing! I am sooo grateful to the Lord for giving me these trials as hard as they have been to help me grow and learn and become closer to him. I am grateful for the promised blessings that we have and the honor to be trusted and blessed to be Eric's eternal companion and by his side every step of the way. I am grateful for the Lord entrusting me with my two wonderful children whom it is my greatest responsibility to teach them, love them and make sure they know of our Father in Heaven's blessings and I honor that and know with him all things are possible. I am so thankful for the scriptures and the power of prayer, for the Lord giving me the strength and courage to get through this and I will strive every day to be what he wants to be.
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Waiting for you, Praying for you..Please come home
It has been a very hard past few days. We had Chelsea's surprise 16th Birthday Party and that was alot of work to pull off but it was good. It was bitter sweet and was very hard to get through. Chelsea and her Dad crying, I was crying alot of feelings and worry kept surrounding us that maybe this was the last Birthday Eric would be at. You try not to think that way but with emotions running so high, the recent news it has been hard to be focused.
I wanted to share something that Chelsea gave her Dad. I wish I could put the actual song on for you to hear it in person. It is so beautiful and sad all at the same time. She gave her Dad this song and told us that she listens to it alot and before she knew we would be coming home before Christmas she was going to send this song down to Texas to him. When Eric and I heard it we all just started crying so hard, it really seems to fit us and how we feel right now. Here are the words:
A photograph, a blanket, some mistletoe, confetti snow
An Angel to put on a tree
Santa Clause in crayon to make you smile today-
While your so far away
So I'm sending you a little Christmas wrapped up with love
A little piece, a little light to remind you of
I'm waiting for you, praying for you Daddy
I wanted you to see
So I'm sending you a little Christmas until you come home to me.
Some gingerbread, a candy cane, a stocking I made with your name on it
I filled it with your favorite things
A way to say I love you
Like Kisses through the air
Hoping you'll feel me there
So I'm sending you a little Christmas wrapped up with love
A little piece, a little light to remind you of
I'm waiting for you, praying for you Daddy
I wanted you to see
So I'm sending you a little Christmas until you come home to me.
Home into these arms of mine
Home where you belong
Please Daddy Come Home to me
It is hard to see her so upset and longing for it all to be ok. I think this is the hardest part for me, not only do I have to watch the man I love suffer but also my two children. I have to sit and watch and I can not fix it for any of them. I want to be strong, I am trying to be strong but some days are harder than others. I worry "What if ?" " How will we do it?"
I usually love the holidays and Christmas is my favorite usually.
I love to decorate but I have not desire to do it this year.
If you look at my home there is no Christmas lights on, no decorations on the porch, no tree
Nothing I just don't feel like it's the Holidays, I don't even have the energy to do it.
I think a part of me is afraid, afraid if I put up the tree, put up all the decorations
What if this is our last Christmas together, almost as if I can stop Christmas from coming but I know I can't.
I know some of you are all probably saying right now, what is wrong with her?
She needs to be positive, she needs to have faith. I do have faith and I am positive but sometimes you just need to be able to vent how you feel, forget about being strong for everyone and just be selfish for a brief moment and try to embrace and process what you feel inside without worrying about being strong for Eric, strong for the kids. I just need to fall apart for a few days and I will pull it all back together, I am just so tired of being the one who needs to be strong.
I have had to be the Mom, Be the Dad, work and try to pay some of the mounting medical bills, clean the house, care for Eric and on top of all that pretend that it's all okay.
I was told "If you guys need to do the transplant again, that is what you will do. You guys will just dig deep and do it!"
I feel like we have dug deep, deeper than we have ever dug before. I feel like we have reached farther than we have ever done, had walked the path that seemed to be laid down before us with unknown faith, that faith of a mustard seed. I know the Lord is guiding us and will provide us strength but I think I guess I am just tired. Listen to me, I think I am tired. What about Eric, how tired do you think he is? Selfish moment, selfish thought. I think I will get to sleep now I have a long day tomorrow.
I wanted to share something that Chelsea gave her Dad. I wish I could put the actual song on for you to hear it in person. It is so beautiful and sad all at the same time. She gave her Dad this song and told us that she listens to it alot and before she knew we would be coming home before Christmas she was going to send this song down to Texas to him. When Eric and I heard it we all just started crying so hard, it really seems to fit us and how we feel right now. Here are the words:
A photograph, a blanket, some mistletoe, confetti snow
An Angel to put on a tree
Santa Clause in crayon to make you smile today-
While your so far away
So I'm sending you a little Christmas wrapped up with love
A little piece, a little light to remind you of
I'm waiting for you, praying for you Daddy
I wanted you to see
So I'm sending you a little Christmas until you come home to me.
Some gingerbread, a candy cane, a stocking I made with your name on it
I filled it with your favorite things
A way to say I love you
Like Kisses through the air
Hoping you'll feel me there
So I'm sending you a little Christmas wrapped up with love
A little piece, a little light to remind you of
I'm waiting for you, praying for you Daddy
I wanted you to see
So I'm sending you a little Christmas until you come home to me.
Home into these arms of mine
Home where you belong
Please Daddy Come Home to me
It is hard to see her so upset and longing for it all to be ok. I think this is the hardest part for me, not only do I have to watch the man I love suffer but also my two children. I have to sit and watch and I can not fix it for any of them. I want to be strong, I am trying to be strong but some days are harder than others. I worry "What if ?" " How will we do it?"
I usually love the holidays and Christmas is my favorite usually.
I love to decorate but I have not desire to do it this year.
If you look at my home there is no Christmas lights on, no decorations on the porch, no tree
Nothing I just don't feel like it's the Holidays, I don't even have the energy to do it.
I think a part of me is afraid, afraid if I put up the tree, put up all the decorations
What if this is our last Christmas together, almost as if I can stop Christmas from coming but I know I can't.
I know some of you are all probably saying right now, what is wrong with her?
She needs to be positive, she needs to have faith. I do have faith and I am positive but sometimes you just need to be able to vent how you feel, forget about being strong for everyone and just be selfish for a brief moment and try to embrace and process what you feel inside without worrying about being strong for Eric, strong for the kids. I just need to fall apart for a few days and I will pull it all back together, I am just so tired of being the one who needs to be strong.
I have had to be the Mom, Be the Dad, work and try to pay some of the mounting medical bills, clean the house, care for Eric and on top of all that pretend that it's all okay.
I was told "If you guys need to do the transplant again, that is what you will do. You guys will just dig deep and do it!"
I feel like we have dug deep, deeper than we have ever dug before. I feel like we have reached farther than we have ever done, had walked the path that seemed to be laid down before us with unknown faith, that faith of a mustard seed. I know the Lord is guiding us and will provide us strength but I think I guess I am just tired. Listen to me, I think I am tired. What about Eric, how tired do you think he is? Selfish moment, selfish thought. I think I will get to sleep now I have a long day tomorrow.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Horrible News- PLEASE PRAY FOR US!
I can not believe we have not even been home for a day and we received some horrible news. It is with a very heavy, heavy heart that I regret to inform everyone that we just received a phone call from Eric's Doctors at MD Anderson, they received Eric's 90 day mark bone marrow tests results back and he his cancer has relapsed, his cancer is back! I can not believe this is happening- not again, not so soon.
They say that the pathologist is reading that Eric's transplant didn't work and he has relapsed, that his cancer is back. They said that we need to probably do another bone marrow transplant using a different donor. I am so overwhelmed right now, crying pleading to the Lord Why, Why again?
I am begging, pleading with all of you to please pray for Eric, please pray that they are wrong. The board of doctors reviewed the results and talked with the pathologist and they said our only hope is to hope and pray that maybe the EBV virus Eric had and the Rutuxian chemo has thrown some things off, they sent for more extensive tests results rushed that will tell us if in fact the donor cells are not working in Eric anymore and confirm if he has for sure relapsed and if we need to fly back and do another bone marrow transplant. Even though they rushed those tests unfortunately his doctors said that it will take about a week before we have those results. So for now we are to stay home and wait for the results in a week. Please, please Lord don't let this be happening again, please we just got home. Please pray for Eric, please everyone pray and fast this week. I pray the Lord's plan will be what I so desperately want for our family! I don't want to have to tell the kids, I don't know if we are strong enough to do this all over again- we just got home.
It's Chelsea's 16th birthday tomorrow - how do we tell her this and try to celebrate her birthday, how could she possibly have a good birthday now. We tried this whole time to just get her Daddy home for her birthday....please pray for us- we need it!
They say that the pathologist is reading that Eric's transplant didn't work and he has relapsed, that his cancer is back. They said that we need to probably do another bone marrow transplant using a different donor. I am so overwhelmed right now, crying pleading to the Lord Why, Why again?
I am begging, pleading with all of you to please pray for Eric, please pray that they are wrong. The board of doctors reviewed the results and talked with the pathologist and they said our only hope is to hope and pray that maybe the EBV virus Eric had and the Rutuxian chemo has thrown some things off, they sent for more extensive tests results rushed that will tell us if in fact the donor cells are not working in Eric anymore and confirm if he has for sure relapsed and if we need to fly back and do another bone marrow transplant. Even though they rushed those tests unfortunately his doctors said that it will take about a week before we have those results. So for now we are to stay home and wait for the results in a week. Please, please Lord don't let this be happening again, please we just got home. Please pray for Eric, please everyone pray and fast this week. I pray the Lord's plan will be what I so desperately want for our family! I don't want to have to tell the kids, I don't know if we are strong enough to do this all over again- we just got home.
It's Chelsea's 16th birthday tomorrow - how do we tell her this and try to celebrate her birthday, how could she possibly have a good birthday now. We tried this whole time to just get her Daddy home for her birthday....please pray for us- we need it!
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